Apart

Trying to live a normal life while in Scientology is not merely impossible, its a sign of weakness,a lack of desire to do your part in Clearing the Planet. Youve probably (hopefully) seen Live Aid footage. Queen at Wembley playing Radio Gaga to 70,000 yearning fans. Partway through the song Freddies doing arm movements and…

There are three questions i get asked all the time. How short are you? 4'10'. Can you twitch your nose? Yes but the jury is out on wether or not its cute. And What the hell made you join a cult? Sounded like a good idea at the time? No. No one joins a cult.…

Belongingness

I have spent most of my life inside of my head; having conversations with myself, god and Luke Spencer. I was 13 and had no one to talk to, I was 9 and had questions that wouldnt get answered. I was 6 and made my Snoopy the cute one from The Rookies and we would…

How it happened

It's been 20 years and I still have nightmares. I was on staff at Narconon LA as a Course Sup . My 2D and I were given an apartment at The Ardmore to live. During the LA riots I was too afraid to leave the house and didn't report to post one day. The manager…

Clear (ing your name)

We said we were different. We said we’d learned. We said we’d devote ourselves to getting everyone out But we could no more help one of our own than we can ourselves. I think it’s true when our families and friends say we’re forever changed. But not in the ways we want. Not in the…

First things first

Dear Scientology, You didn't break me, I may have cracked more than a little along the way but you didn't break me. You separated me from my unborn babys father and sent me away to no mans land in Oklahoma but you didn't break me. You fed me nothing but plain ground beef three times…

The Journey Begins

Thanks for joining me! Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton